"The War Between the Heart and The Mind"

All conflicts seem to be the same.
Animals in the wild fight for their territory and food, and the strongest survivor is the victor. Human beings wage war over many various reasons(often ridiculous), and the winners always give the rendition that is spoken throughout in history and written in our books. Our bodies fight a war against illnesses and bacteria that would cause us harm. 
However, there is one war in this world that no one knows the outcome of and perhaps is more painful than all of the due to the inner conflict that splits one apart. This is a war of the heart versus the mind. Often in life we will meet someone and our heart falls in love, but our mind(logic) knows that this is wrong sometimes. This battle a hard and unpredictable one, sometimes worth it, others not. In this war of yours, you make sacrifices and you do things you normally wouldn't. It is true struggle of conscience, the body, and the soul. Friends, this is a heart that is fighting for you with every beat. The mind that you listen to will try to make a fool out of you, and throw you in to the moment with quick, fast acting "spur of the moment", choices. 
However, you must always be mindful that choices bring good and bad deeds, and every experience that you have from these choices will come with a reward in the end, no mater which you take. 
When this inner war occurs, just let it rage on. Don't fight it or pick sides, just be you as you are, or you will lose it in the end. This war will shape you in something better. 

Unknown to Others

If you are a different person than others, if you think outside of the box like few people in this gray world, you shouldn't think that the problem is within you so that you give up on your thoughts while getting digested in monotony with the rest blind souls. Instead, you need to keep shaping yourself, you need to isolate that gray world that surrounds you and color it with all the colors in this beautiful life. To accomplish that can be hard, it's difficult but not impossible. Character and traits that you have cannot be broken, even when some people wish to do that to you because they are afraid of the unknown.
Unknown to others are all those things that can bring a change, moments with ups and downs, different beliefs and thinking. In the unknown, the answer is hidden that every person want to know yet they all keep rejecting it. However, the subconscious is one of many miracles, and those miracles can happen as often as these are worlds that everyone is seeking. If you think that your world is gray, remember that gray is only one color. Today that gray color we speak about is strong in many of us, but think of all other colors that surround us in every direction. If you put together all those beautiful colors  you can paint your world the way you always wanted it!

Imagine you walk through the gallery where painting exhibition took place. In that gallery you can see gray paintings in every corner, and in front of them people with empty eyes looking at them, thinking they know what they see. But as you walk, you will see in the end of that gallery a painted picture only in half, covered with a dirty, white sheet. Long ago, someone tried to paint it and grew afraid when he saw that the painting started to look different. In an odd way, the painting became old to look upon, unknown, and left it unfinished.

Be that person who will pull of the sheet from your painting and start creating masterpiece. If you do that for yourself, you may see it worthless, you may feel frustrated, but don't stop even if it seems that way. The world you paint on that panel will say all of the answers you are looking for. You may be surprised when you see on that picture a portrait of yourself, because that painting is representative. Let others be in shock, let them criticize you and that picture while you stand in front of it. But deep inside, you are a strong person now, because you know you don't afraid of unknown while they all do...